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A hole in my heart that you could drive an 18 wheeler through the gap.
God how I miss Sandy my Yellow Lab; with me at 11 weeks old, passed just days under 11. Last days with him stuffed in a down sleeping bag with me next. He took damned good care of me, and his 'final' I was going to take 'best care' I could of him.
Put him 'down?' Not a chance in Hell; he was with me at mid-night, not so at 0030. Just held him and cried. Young men reading this: Old men do cry at the passing of an old/trusted/more than a few drinks/BBQ's, 'Things are really fuc ked up, what do you think?, 'My 15 year old Daughter is pregnant .. what the hell do I do now? (Easy: Love the Child with all your heart)
Etc.
Today, Craigslist and a 'lab mix.' Looked at the photo's, heart melted, and I'm corresponding with the owner. The 'clincher?' He and Mr. Doggie-Dog flaked out on the couch watching TV. With Sandy (and Husky) it was the same thing. Go to bed but you'd better have the damned TV going-volume on low .. News channels of all things .. what the hell, why not?:roll:
I'm still vacuuming up dog hair ... this stuff must materialize out of the walls. A 'Forget Me Not?' A gentle nudge from God? Probably.
I will keep you posted but 'owner' (correspondence) sounds like a 'Straight Arrow.'
Sorry for the mini-rant but Here is where you can reach out in total trust. A good thing me thinks. Life is a Four letter word, as is 'fish.'
fae
God how I miss Sandy my Yellow Lab; with me at 11 weeks old, passed just days under 11. Last days with him stuffed in a down sleeping bag with me next. He took damned good care of me, and his 'final' I was going to take 'best care' I could of him.
Put him 'down?' Not a chance in Hell; he was with me at mid-night, not so at 0030. Just held him and cried. Young men reading this: Old men do cry at the passing of an old/trusted/more than a few drinks/BBQ's, 'Things are really fuc ked up, what do you think?, 'My 15 year old Daughter is pregnant .. what the hell do I do now? (Easy: Love the Child with all your heart)
Etc.
Today, Craigslist and a 'lab mix.' Looked at the photo's, heart melted, and I'm corresponding with the owner. The 'clincher?' He and Mr. Doggie-Dog flaked out on the couch watching TV. With Sandy (and Husky) it was the same thing. Go to bed but you'd better have the damned TV going-volume on low .. News channels of all things .. what the hell, why not?:roll:
I'm still vacuuming up dog hair ... this stuff must materialize out of the walls. A 'Forget Me Not?' A gentle nudge from God? Probably.
I will keep you posted but 'owner' (correspondence) sounds like a 'Straight Arrow.'
Sorry for the mini-rant but Here is where you can reach out in total trust. A good thing me thinks. Life is a Four letter word, as is 'fish.'
fae